Counting Down -- Three more days!

I am getting so excited and so nervous to finally be leaving for China. I'm making these huge lists of things to do -- lots and lots of little details before I go. Victor and I were talking last night about how we are going to try to keep the goodbyes very upbeat for the kids sake. Collin is so sensitive and I don't want him to be upset because his mother can't stop crying. Even as we were just talking about saying our goodbyes, I started crying. I have a feeling this upbeat goodbye plan is not going to work out. I am so incredibly excited to meet my little girl and bring her home, but I am having a hard time dealing with the reality of leaving my boys for two whole weeks. I am going to miss them like crazy!